Tuesday, May 22, 2012

If you really knew me....

If you really knew me you would know that I'm blonde and have blue eyes.

You would know that I always run 2 miles everyday... I'm addicted

If you really knew me, you would know that I'm a good girl.. or maybe I'm not and i just want to be one.

You would know that i have a little sister who wears all my clothes... but i guess i cant complain because i wear hers

If you really knew me you would know that i feel like i have to lie to the people i care about the most, i feel if i were to tell them the truth they would take it the wrong way or they couldn't handle it.

If you really knew me you would know that i LOVE the color pink, always have and always will!

You would know that when i believe in something i don't allow anyone to convince me its not real.

If you really new me you would know that if a boy is calling me, he has to call twice before i pick up...

If you really knew me you would know that when i say something i mean it, i don't just say things to say things.

If you really knew me you would know that when i was a little girl i hit a boy so hard i went to the principal because the boys nose was broken

If you really knew me you would know that i never mean to hurt anyone but i always find a way to.

If you really knew me you would know that i love children.

You would know that my biggest dream is to be a mother and be married to an amazing man.

If you really knew me you would know that i have changed my life around and that I'm trying so hard to do whats right.

You would know that i giggle in a high pitch voice.

If you really knew me you would know You would know that my parents are really strict, and that me and my parents always get in fights.

If you really knew me you would know that i have lots of rules that i have to follow... and I don't feel free at all.

Sunday, May 6, 2012

TAKEN...in love

Neveah is eighteen years old. She has a little sister and two older brothers. Her parents are very protective. She goes to school then to dance and then voice lessons, after that she comes home does homework then goes to bed. That was her everyday routine. She has only 500 text per month and she doesn't know her password to facebook. She has to be in on weekends at ten if her parents even let her go out. She spends most of her time hanging with her family or with her cousin who is her same age. Even though Neveah hardly has a social life she is known but everyone. She is a shy but sweet girl and she is very naturally beautiful. One sunny day while Neveah was playing with her little sister at the park, she had a feeling that someone was watching her. Sure enough there was a black Outie TT car just sitting in the parking lot. It was the only car there and she didn't even remember when it parked there. The windows were to tinted to see inside. Neveah told her little sister it was time to go home. When she got home she remember that two nights ago that same car was parked outside her window. She had thought that her neighbors had gotten a new car because it was parked there the whole night. But in the morning it was gone. That night Neveah went to sleep with her little sister. Then two men grab her and throw her into a car, they told her little sister that if she says a word she will never see Neveah again. After ten hours of driving they stop in front of a tall building in LA. they took her to the top floor. When they get to the top they open a door to this beautiful expensive apartment. There in the livening room is a man. He looks about 22 maybe 23, he looks like a different race and very good looking.  He looks at Neveah and smiles. "Nice to finally meet you Neveah".....

1. What do you think will happen to Neveah?
2. Will she fall in love with her kidnapper?
3. Will her little sister tell the cops what she knows?  

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Doorbell Ditching

"Get down.. your going to get caught, standing up like that!"

It happened so fast, and sometimes it is hard to reminisce in this exciting, heart pumping night.

"shhhh! Im going to do it." 

It was a Saturday night and my friends and I were bored and looking for something to do.

"Do you know the people?"

"Will you just shut up! She is going to do it."

So of course we thought to go doorbell ditching to get our adrenaline rushing.

"Where do I hide though...?" 

It sounded like and good idea except when someone mentioned whose house we were doing.

The Cutlers!

They were not only the scariest family on the block but they also were not afraid to call the cops. As we lied on the cold, damp grass I remember thinking who was going to do it. Then as if the house was calling to me I courageously volunteered. Don’t ask me why.

"Just hide in the bush right there..."


"Run fast! haha"

My heart stopped when I looked at the door...



No is all I could think.
My parents were very strict on boyfriends during highschool.
One morning my parents scared me so bad that I promised myself I wouldn’t have one until college.
When I looked at him, I thought of my parents. This made it even worse when he came walking up to me and said those words that echoed in my head.
“Will you go out with me?”
I almost think that my brain gave out for a second, he was so cute and I liked him alot. And when my brain went to throw that one word out of my mouth, it got swallowed in my stomach and out came the exact opposite word.
Then I didn’t know what to do but walk away fast. So that is exactly what I did.
 "are you kidding me..."
 is all I hear as I ran to my car.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Dear older brother...

Brother, my brother,
How selfish was I
While you seemed to struggle,
I sit here and lie

Brother, my brother,
Yes, try as I might
I now realize
It was also my fight

Brother, my brother
I sit here and fast
It is you far more haunted
By my mistakes in the past

Brother, dear brother
Listen when I say
I will listen to your words
Till this pain goes away

Brother, dear brother
Listen when I say
I will follow you
Till I meet you at my judgement day.      

Self Image

This year be you...

By the end of life
You need to carefully
Find u.

Sunday, April 1, 2012


So my favorite movie is Tangled. I love this movie because I feel like I relate a lot to Rapunzel! I feel like I'm trapped in a tower and I'm ready to be free. some people say I look like her to and my personality they say is like hers to. So this is why I like this movie.

                                    Rapunzel! Rapunzel!

"Rapunzel! Rapunzel! You've cut off your hair!
Your billowing tresses are no longer there.
That mo hawk you're sporting is spiky and pink.
I'm really not certain just what I should think.

"I came here expecting to clamber a braid,
ascending your tower to come to your aid.
Instead I have suffered the greatest of shocks
to find that you've cut off your lovely blonde locks."

"Prince Charming, Prince Charming," Rapunzel replied,
"I have no intention of being your bride.
We will not get married. We will not elope.
I've cut off my hair and I've braided a rope.

"You came here to visit me once every day,
and promised that soon you would take me away,
but you were too clueless to even conceive
of cutting my hair off so we could just leave.

"I cannot believe you were such a big dope.
I come and I go as I please with my rope.
And so, I'm afraid I can't give you my hand.
In spite of the fabulous wedding you planned."

From then on Rapunzel was known through the land.
She toured the world in a rock and roll band.
And silly Prince Charming, with rocks in his head,
rode off and got married to Snow White instead.